shafiq,you pathetic lah you!

far away,
i feel your beating heart.
all alone,
beneath the crystal stars.
staring into space,
what a lonely face.
i'll try to find my place with you.
larger than the moon,
my love for you.
worlds collide as heaven pull us through.
the secret of my feeling for you written in the stars.
i'm carrying your heart in mine.

only if her feeling is the same as mine.
i'll smile till i cant smile anymore.
only if her feeling is the same as mine.
i'll be the happiest kid ever in this world.
only if her feeling is the same as mine.
i'll swear upon my mother's name that i will love her with the bottom of my heart.
only if her feeling is the same as mine.
i'll make sure i'll hold this love of hers no matter what it takes.

but only if her feeling is the same as mine.

oh shut up

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"i'm just another soul for sale."
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thanks.

eh heartless migrated girl!
you're the best man!
you never fail to cheer me up with all your seductive word.
make me horny as ever.
haha.
thanks for the advice.
it's so mesmerizing lah.
keep in touch yeah?
hugs and kisses
from me to JT.
not you,
you dumbass!
oh yah,
please tell me you still miss me,
because i totally don't miss you at all!
and
"show me the meaning of being horny"
HAHAHAH!

i told you so.

shafiq,
be cool.
be steady.
be relax.
be calm.
don't think too much.

this kind of people like nbcb sia

oh great,
what is wrong with people man?
most of them told me i look like sex maniac.
come on man,
i don't do sex.
i ain't promiscuous for god sake.
i got pride man.
some things i don't use my brain to think.
but when it comes to losing pride and dignity,
i will think.
god dammit!
what's the problem with my looks?
fuck lah!
i should have killed myself in the first place.

mum,i love you.

i'm sick.
thank you.

nbcb

pcb
i really wat go butter fact for goodness sake!
but no friend
walao!
nbcb siol!
koa bei kao bu lah.

oh god dammit

oh god.
i think i'm in deep deep trouble.

i talk as if i have one siol

how does relationship break?

Both gf/bf will think the other is busy and will not contact each other
thinking they might be disturbing each other party.

As time passes,
both bf/gf will think,
"let he/she contact me first.."

After some time,
both will think,
"Why should i contact first when he/she didn't even contact me?"

From here onwards,
the relationship will be converted to hate.
Finally,
the feeling/love/care become weak due to the lack of contact.
Thus,
easy way out
break up
and forget each other.

That's why i don't want people out there to end up this way.
Which is why i'm writing this to say,
relationship are like gold.
without polishing,
it becomes dull.
Whereas if you take care of it,
it'll shine like the brightest star.

i feel like crying
and
i feel lonely.
=')

shortage lah fuck!

i need shoe
i need shirt
i need pants
i need underwear
i need socks
i need watch
i need love

give me one of those,
i owe you one vanilla cone.
thank you.

somebody told me to be honest

it doesn't mean people who went club are bad.
it doesn't mean people who smoke are bad.
it doesn't mean people who drink are bad.
it doesn't mean people who tattooed their body are bad.

but me,
yes,
myself,
i have this "side of me" saying i'm bad.
and i think so too.
am i?

one in a million

isn't it good
if all girl says this,
"i'd rather have roses on my table than diamond on my neck."?

you should feel how i feel

cuzzy,
thanks for the agnes b necklace.
i really in love with it man.
muccccchhhhhhh appreciated yo!
:)

whoa fuck,
last minute,
one by one say not going for butter's.
fuck!
i requested off for this,
and there they are,
saying they not going.
dammit!

it's freaking me out

"the key to happiness is something you do with your love one."
am i right to say that?

she said,"public hair"

on the way home from work,
at the station,
this couple,
was like kissing like no one's business.
what the fuck?!?!
but i have to salute that guy.
he's one lucky busted.
her gf,
is a superb kisser.
no doubt.
the way she lean on the guy's body,
the way she open her mouth,
was super woooo-woooo lah.
and she pierce-ed her tongue.
how superb can it be.

crazy

am i a good listener?
am i a good secret keeper?
am i good in giving advices?
oh god.

copy and paste

it takes a alot of thoughts to make a word.
it takes more than some words to make an action.
if mean it,
make sure mean it.
don't take words for granted.
as this little words which is nothing for you,
might be the key to hurt someone
and make a small matter be a big one..
i've learnt mine.
and i don't want to do it twice.
think before you say.
think before you do.
god give us brain to think,
not to follow others.
my dad's word,
"be smart but don't act smart"
i find it crap at first,
after my stupid act,
it's not that crap after all.

time will tell

life's a climb but the view is great'

fall

approached by two HSA guy.
wtf?

it's better to tell the truth
than to find out the truth.
it's not about knowing,
it's about feeling.
it's common sense,
when we're in relationship,
we are suppose to love our partner.
but when have feelings for other person,
and we don't have any feeling for our partner,
we must tell our partner the truth.
we cannot keep it,
and lie to our partner.
yes,
to the eyes of public,
it's heartless.
but to me,
i don't care.
i rather tell the truth,
than letting my partner to know the truth which will be hurtful.
and more hatred will be developed.
i think,
it's stupid to love our partner,
when we actually don't,
just because of sympathy.

=')

comparing lah siol!

oh god.
i really hope,
tuesday i'm not working.
:(

after playing with rubik's cube,
it seems like we humans,
who's in boy-girl-relationship,
is just the rubik's cube.
we need the right formula to solve it.
and so do we.
we need to be there at the right time for our love ones
when he/she is in need.

i think so too

i think you can do much better than me,
after all the lies that i made you believe.
guilt kicks in,
and i start to see it.
i told myself that i won't miss you.
but i remember,
what it feels like when i'm beside you.
this may sound sick,
but i really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence taste.
i think you should know that
you deserve much better than me.

party!

the day i've been waiting for,
is finally here.
and i'm soooooo freaking happy lor!

whoa

i'll be the happiest kid in this fucking world,
if you were by my fucking side.
shafiq,
fucking dream on.

the lamest one ever

how creative can this artist be?

and i think,
i'm having bipolar disorder.
been saying to myself that i will do it,
but i didn't.
when will i get over her for goodness sake?!?!

the biggest FAT hope

i'm trying to change myself,
but till now,
there's not slight improvement.
guess,
i am bad after all.
there's kindness in me.
but more to bad than good.
thus,
i don't people to be like what i am now.

"those who wishes to secure the good of others,
has already secured their's."

is it gonna be 8 years for me?

whoa fuck.
first secondary school.
now poly.
my face,
does it look like a flirt?
wtf!
it's just because i talk,
i walk with girl,
means i'm flirt?
even if i know if she's attached,
i don't go around making stories what.
if she don't mind,
and i don't mind,
why must i be a flirt?
i had enough in secondary for 5 years
and i don't want to happen in poly for the next 3 years.
it really make me pissed.

think what ever you guys want to think.
i don't give a single fucking bit of care.
i got my own pride and dignity.
and who would want to disgrace themselves?

i'm just one sick busted

i like the way you take advantage,
of every man you love.
it seem that
i know you game.
but i don't mind if you come and play with me.
just don't talk too much.
i can't resist girl,
and i can't lie about it.
if you are here with me,
i'll make sure everybody watching you shake from left to right
where the way you move,
make me hypnotized.

kindness

in the midst if global crises
such as pollution,wars and famine,
kindness may too easily be dismissed
as a 'soft issue' or a luxury to be addressed
after the urgent are solved.

but,
kindness is the greatest need.
in all those areas;
kindness towards the environment,
towards other nation,
toward the needs of people who are suffering.

until we reflect basic kindness
in everything we do,
our political gestures will be fleeting and fragile.

simple kindness
may be the most vital key
to the riddle of how human beings can live
with each other in peace,
and care properly
for this planet we all share.