purpose of the brains is for display.

and she go oh my god.
and she go oh my god.
she really caught my eyes.
yet,
i'm still scared to do anything.
low self-esteem.
low self-courage.
anyone can sell me their esteem and courage to me?

and i have some issues,
about people who take advantages of my kindness.
toooooo bad,
complain.
say i'm heartless.
don't know how to care.
don't know how to love.
don't know how to comfort.
but,
when i'm nice,
there you guys are,
misuse it.
just take it what's in-front of your eyes
and forget about the back.

when you guys have problems,
who's both left & right ear you get from?
when you guys sick,
who's mouth you get from who force you go doctor and take medicine?
when you guys feel down and torn apart,
who's heart you get from to filled up that empty space within you?

when you guys get angry,
your ego-ness,
make you lose control
and that's when i'm the one who gonna get blamed.
don't you guys think about people's heart?

i am no close to perfect to say this.
neither you guys are.
but i'm trying my best,
to look good in your guys eyes.
yet,
i failed as a duty being a guy.
i disgrace the male species.
at times,
i do make mistakes
if so,
i'm sorry.

anyone who read this,
i hope you understand how i feel.
i don't want people out to go through
what i've been through.
seriously,
the feeling is like,
you trying to suck your own dick.