stand by me,can?

i've been losing my mind,
i've been living a lie.
i've been running away so long.
i try to put on a face and cover my heart,
it seems i can't and i'm needing it now so bad.

i can't explain what's happened to me.
i feel like i'm right and wrong.
inside,
everything upside down,
everything spinning around
and it's freaking me out.

i've looked for love in all places,
but never found someone just like you.
someone whose smile makes me feel i'm holding back
and there's nothing i can't do.

whoa,
now look where we are?
you're in my heart
and i hope there's no escaping it for you.

i don't know how i feel,
maybe i'm mad?
maybe i'm proud?
can't find the truth,
can't speak my mind.
i don't know what i'll say.