Monday, July 27, 2009

i can no longer take it anymore.

this is not the first time.
it's the third consecutive time i've been through this.
i know people will think i'm obsessed.
but i don't care.
i'm just saying th fact.
stating the face.
i've waited long enough.
and the patience within me have reached to it's limit.
now i really have to go.
go away from the spot.
go away from the world of fantasy.
have to face the reality.
no more wondering,
no more hoping.
but just go.

but,
but,but,
i still don't have the power,
don't have the courage,
don't have the intention,
just to go like that.
i really wish to lead a happy life,
like others do.
but i think i don't have the luck.

i sound really really pathetic.
am i?
i think i am.

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