rating : NC 16

out of words
out of my mind
out of everything
sick and tired
staying at home for almost a week.
geesus crisis!

in the past,
a kiss on the cheek would be the real deal.
time past,
french kiss
or famously known as SL( i don't know why they called it that for)
would be the deal
and not kiss on the cheek.
and now,
those two i just mentioned above,
is no longer a big deal.
now,
the real deal,
sex.
indeed,
it looks fun to our bare eyes.
but the consequences will be a big fun too.
short of money as you can't control your lust?
inflated balloon will do.
cheap cheap.
and no expiry date.
totally no money?
just stuff a small piece of paper,act as a cork,at the small hole
to prevent it from ejaculating.

and this feeling.
starting to linger again.
oh god
:S