so long sucka!

i've waited long enough.
and the patience within me have reached to it's limit.
now i really have to go.
go away from the spot.
go away from the world of fantasy.
have to face the reality.
no more wondering,
no more hoping.
but just go.

but,
but,but,
i still don't have the power,
don't have the courage,
don't have the intention,
just to go like that.

i sound really really pathetic.
am i?
yes i am.